My Buddy: Memories
Haunted by my feelings from your actions
Silenced by the demons of discretion
I try and hide the bruises from your poison
Even though I know you’ll never own it
Trying to keep the daggers in the chamber
Pandora’s box of secrets spilling over
I know you’ve tried so hard to break my essence
Be careful, what you’ll open is my darkness
Memories, Im taunted by the melodies of your song
Desperately I hate this part of you in me, you in me
Crazy how I had no one to run to
Hoping that your time would come to take you
You drenched me with the fullest vials of hatred
Then you’d pray, and act like you were sacred
Why does heartache always come to find me
In the dark, it rips the life from in me
Ive felt the loss of hiding on the sidelines
All because you held the hand of monsters
Memories, Im taunted by the melodies of your song
Desperately I hate this part of you in me, you in me
Memories, Im taunted by the melodies of your song
Desperately I hate this part of you in me, you in me
Here is a child, lost in the silence
Looking to find loves shelter
Trapped in a space of spoken revilements
Longing to feel accepted
Stained with tears from youthful fears
Broken into pieces
Tainted dreams of painful scenes
Jaded by the terror
I will never fall into your patterns
I no longer have the mind you battered
Now I’m free regardless of your hatred
So don’t you underestimate my spirit
Memories, Im taunted by the melodies of your song
Desperately I hate this part of you in me, you in me
Author: J. Jakari Rush
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