My Buddy: Memories

Haunted by my feelings from your actions 

Silenced by the demons of discretion
I try and hide the bruises from your poison 

Even though I know you’ll never own it

 

Trying to keep the daggers in the chamber 

Pandora’s box of secrets spilling over

I know you’ve tried so hard to break my essence 

Be careful, what you’ll open is my darkness 

 

Memories, Im taunted by the melodies of your song

Desperately I hate this part of you in me, you in me 

 

Crazy how I had no one to run to

Hoping that your time would come to take you
You drenched me with the fullest vials of hatred
Then you’d pray, and act like you were sacred 

 

Why does heartache always come to find me 

In the dark, it rips the life from in me
Ive felt the loss of hiding on the sidelines 

All because you held the hand of monsters 

 

Memories, Im taunted by the melodies of your song

Desperately I hate this part of you in me, you in me 

Memories, Im taunted by the melodies of your song
Desperately I hate this part of you in me, you in me 

 

Here is a child, lost in the silence

Looking to find loves shelter 

Trapped in a space of spoken revilements 

Longing to feel accepted

Stained with tears from youthful fears 

Broken into pieces 

Tainted dreams of painful scenes

Jaded by the terror 

 

I will never fall into your patterns

I no longer have the mind you battered 

Now I’m free regardless of your hatred 

So don’t you underestimate my spirit 

 

Memories, Im taunted by the melodies of your song
Desperately I hate this part of you in me, you in me 

 

Author: J. Jakari Rush

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